After the cloudy days,
comes the sun shining out
& makes the atmosphere bright in many ways.
The tears fallen on earth dry up,
The gloomy weather smiles back again.
The hiding birds of joy begin to fly.
And the girl in the woods,comes back home
unafraid,nothing gone in vain.
Standing in the wet,unsympathetic rain
she feels so alone,she feels so lost.
Missing her nice sunny summer days
in pure pain.
She is still horrified by the harsh lashes n throws of cold water,
Yet she walked the muddy,slushy,dirt filled path of the forest
Not affecting her inner strength,this external deep clutter.
She tried to hide,she tried to run,
But the cloudy days just won't leave her;as if someone making her fun.
Sick,sour,drenched she decided to just stop and wait until He,The God was done.
She stood thick and firm like the roots of the banyan tree
Till the clouds,rain,thunder just like dampness,thrust,hunger left her.
She stood still in the forest,suffering all that was offered on her plate.
This wasn't her destination forever,she realised a bit too late.
Only patience & time would be her best friends she knew.
After the cloudy days,happiness was definitely in her queue.
Her luck was bad,the patch was rough,
Blaming the forest was not enough.
And after the cloudy days,
comes the sun shining out
& makes the atmosphere bright in many ways.
She knew,she felt,she had this intuition,
that these days would return.
But now she was prepared with experience for any harm,with caution.
Because times which hurt the most are the first ones
Because days which die with tears are the awful destiny's sons.
Now,she is married to Hope,that girl in the forest,made him her husband.
And thus she was ready once again for those cloudy days.
Dearest Readers,
How have you all been?I interacted with you more than two months before.OK.2 months and 21 days.I know I owe you all,this baby blog of mine and also myself,a BIG,BIG apology for this sheer negligence.I did not write.I simply did not.And to be honest I don't even know why.Many of you who have been my regular readers,asked me now and again as to why I stopped.I just used to say I have not stopped,I am on a writer's block and my blog has gone for a vacation.But turns out the vacation just turned out to be a bit toooo long.Almost like I had disowned this section of my brain.I didn't write because I did not feel like.Sometimes after the block was gone I had a few topics in mind but I gave myself the excuse of lack of time and didn't bother to actually get up,n get typing on the laptop.Then came many excuses of exam,tiredness and so on.So it was just like turning the pages of a book without reading it.But the real reason or my kind off valid excuse for not writing was that I was not happy inside.And I always wanted my blog to be a happy space.If I wrote on those cloudy days..only black mud would have come out.I wanted time.To heal,to move on actually,to start afresh,to sort myself out so that this space does not end up becoming a dustbin of scrapped out,temporary,awful emotions.
And let me be honest with you guys,this extraction of myself from my inner self or blog writing has really helped me to get a bird's eye view.I can see things more clearly now.I have matured in thoughts,which will reflect my writing.Such kind of too long vacations are needed to give yourself the final call.But such should not be needed very often.These phases of life are not a very good space to be in.You know sometimes in life you need that final push,that final call,that final blow which makes or breaks things.You just come out of it as a totally different and almost always a better,improvised version of yourself.So I guess this was that for me.
So starting from today I will blog daily!!I will be doing a blog marathon.For all those of you who don't know what a blog marathon is..I will be blogging for continuous 30 days.Yes!!A month.Everyday without fail.Something new.I take it as a punishment for those 2 months of extra large vacation.Fair enough?Sooo,the blog marathon starts today itself at the beginning of march.Even if I have an exam,am too tired..nothing and no excuses will be entertained.It will be like a strict diet plan.Pretty cool ya?Actually,I am tooo excited for this.This is a very difficult challenge and I of course don't want you people to get bored in the middle.So innovation is the key point.I have the most classic,romantic,controversial,thought provoking topics lined up.(Yes I have a list)Also some of them will be spontaneous too!If you want me to write on something,say a particular topic,feel free to suggest,comment,message,mail me!I'll try my level best.N lastly,thank you all those of you who messaged me asking what was wrong with me.You guys told me you missed this happy space.Thank you so much,really means a lot to me.My writing is missed is the greatest compliment I can have.I promise this time I won't disappoint you.THANKS A TON FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING AND CONSTANT MOTIVATION.I love you all!
I'll be here tomorrow..You will come,won't you?!With something new and interesting.Till then take care and have a good night! :-) :-*
Peace n Love
-Shalaka
comes the sun shining out
& makes the atmosphere bright in many ways.
The tears fallen on earth dry up,
The gloomy weather smiles back again.
The hiding birds of joy begin to fly.
And the girl in the woods,comes back home
unafraid,nothing gone in vain.
Standing in the wet,unsympathetic rain
she feels so alone,she feels so lost.
Missing her nice sunny summer days
in pure pain.
She is still horrified by the harsh lashes n throws of cold water,
Yet she walked the muddy,slushy,dirt filled path of the forest
Not affecting her inner strength,this external deep clutter.
She tried to hide,she tried to run,
But the cloudy days just won't leave her;as if someone making her fun.
Sick,sour,drenched she decided to just stop and wait until He,The God was done.
She stood thick and firm like the roots of the banyan tree
Till the clouds,rain,thunder just like dampness,thrust,hunger left her.
She stood still in the forest,suffering all that was offered on her plate.
This wasn't her destination forever,she realised a bit too late.
Only patience & time would be her best friends she knew.
After the cloudy days,happiness was definitely in her queue.
Her luck was bad,the patch was rough,
Blaming the forest was not enough.
And after the cloudy days,
comes the sun shining out
& makes the atmosphere bright in many ways.
She knew,she felt,she had this intuition,
that these days would return.
But now she was prepared with experience for any harm,with caution.
Because times which hurt the most are the first ones
Because days which die with tears are the awful destiny's sons.
Now,she is married to Hope,that girl in the forest,made him her husband.
And thus she was ready once again for those cloudy days.
Dearest Readers,
How have you all been?I interacted with you more than two months before.OK.2 months and 21 days.I know I owe you all,this baby blog of mine and also myself,a BIG,BIG apology for this sheer negligence.I did not write.I simply did not.And to be honest I don't even know why.Many of you who have been my regular readers,asked me now and again as to why I stopped.I just used to say I have not stopped,I am on a writer's block and my blog has gone for a vacation.But turns out the vacation just turned out to be a bit toooo long.Almost like I had disowned this section of my brain.I didn't write because I did not feel like.Sometimes after the block was gone I had a few topics in mind but I gave myself the excuse of lack of time and didn't bother to actually get up,n get typing on the laptop.Then came many excuses of exam,tiredness and so on.So it was just like turning the pages of a book without reading it.But the real reason or my kind off valid excuse for not writing was that I was not happy inside.And I always wanted my blog to be a happy space.If I wrote on those cloudy days..only black mud would have come out.I wanted time.To heal,to move on actually,to start afresh,to sort myself out so that this space does not end up becoming a dustbin of scrapped out,temporary,awful emotions.
And let me be honest with you guys,this extraction of myself from my inner self or blog writing has really helped me to get a bird's eye view.I can see things more clearly now.I have matured in thoughts,which will reflect my writing.Such kind of too long vacations are needed to give yourself the final call.But such should not be needed very often.These phases of life are not a very good space to be in.You know sometimes in life you need that final push,that final call,that final blow which makes or breaks things.You just come out of it as a totally different and almost always a better,improvised version of yourself.So I guess this was that for me.
So starting from today I will blog daily!!I will be doing a blog marathon.For all those of you who don't know what a blog marathon is..I will be blogging for continuous 30 days.Yes!!A month.Everyday without fail.Something new.I take it as a punishment for those 2 months of extra large vacation.Fair enough?Sooo,the blog marathon starts today itself at the beginning of march.Even if I have an exam,am too tired..nothing and no excuses will be entertained.It will be like a strict diet plan.Pretty cool ya?Actually,I am tooo excited for this.This is a very difficult challenge and I of course don't want you people to get bored in the middle.So innovation is the key point.I have the most classic,romantic,controversial,thought provoking topics lined up.(Yes I have a list)Also some of them will be spontaneous too!If you want me to write on something,say a particular topic,feel free to suggest,comment,message,mail me!I'll try my level best.N lastly,thank you all those of you who messaged me asking what was wrong with me.You guys told me you missed this happy space.Thank you so much,really means a lot to me.My writing is missed is the greatest compliment I can have.I promise this time I won't disappoint you.THANKS A TON FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING AND CONSTANT MOTIVATION.I love you all!
I'll be here tomorrow..You will come,won't you?!With something new and interesting.Till then take care and have a good night! :-) :-*
Peace n Love
-Shalaka
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